From the recording Connected To Nothing
Lyrics
I dream sometimes I’ll meet someone
Worth giving devotion
I dream someone enough to fill
This body I live in
If I wake up with cold hands on me
Was I dreaming for nothing
I dream pure love that must be real
When it’s without the connection
Feels like I’m grabbing on hope
Holding on tight to addiction
So I’m
Soaking my blood in the bed sheet again
Stripping the color from my skin
Letting death touch me numbing limbs to chin
Left pale as my pillow pale for feeling again
I dream sometimes I’ll have someone
To chew on this obsession
Will they smile grin and swallow
Melting their insides with my affection
If I wake up with cold hands on me
I was dreaming for nothing
I dream pure love that must be real
When it’s without the connection
Feels like I’m grabbing on hope
Holding on tight to addiction
So I’m
Soaking my blood in the bed sheet again
Stripping the color from my skin
Letting death touch me numbing limbs to chin
Left pale as my pillow pale for feeling again
And I know it’s just a dream
To feel someone who could love me
Maybe it’s not meant for me
Better off kissing death
Letting cold hands take
Away what’s killing me
Better off kissing death
Killing myself to want
No one else

